Sometimes ... We Don't Need to Know Everything
By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee/@GeeGranny on Twitter
We've been keeping up with the news about the little 13 year old girl who met an older guy online. We don't know all the circumstances yet ... but, he and another girl who was close to his age ... murdered this young girl.
They stabbed her to death. Why? They haven't told us 'why?', yet. Two people who are around the ages of 19-21 years old ... stabbed, killed a 13 year old girl? What's wrong with that picture?
A little, innocent girl ... who met the boy online ... she climbs up on a piece of furniture in her bedroom, slips out the window to go ... meet Death unknowingly.
We wonder if the couple raped, tortured her. We wondered if they cursed her, scared her ... tortured her physically ... tortured her mentally, verbally before she died. We worried that they did, said unspeakable things to her before she died ... how long did she ... have to know ... she was going to die? If it was quick ... or took a long time?
These things are in our minds ... and I wonder what her last thoughts were ... was she in shock from the realization of the mistake she'd made as a child ... a mistake she'd have no chance of ... ever not making again. Knowing ... she should have listened to the warnings to not talk to strangers online ... not to go meet them.
I know as a child growing up ... when I knew I was learning a lesson in life ... I remember thinking 'oh my God! if I can just make it through this ... I'll never do it again!' This little girl never got that chance to 'never do it again' ... she learned a lesson ... but, it was too late to know that she did. I worried for her thoughts before ... darkness came ... permanent darkness.
I think of such things ... I think of details ... I worry for what people go through ... I care. I wish I could make time go back ... the little girl live to never repeat her mistake again. If this ... if that ... I go back to worrying what were her last thoughts ... I know her parents do ... and it torments them.
I've lost my only child ... I worry for what were his last thoughts ... things like that. Sometimes ... we don't need to know everything.
I always think to the last moments when I hear someone has died, been murdered, killed. I grieve for what they must have gone through. Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee
Note by this Author:
It is my nature to think about everything ... living or dying. My mind looks for even the tiniest details ... it wants to know everything. Maybe I should have been a detective in my life. I would have been thorough ... go the extra mile in determining the cause of this ... of that.
I look closely at the photo put up on the news broadcast ... 13 years old. I still 'see' her baby face ... she hadn't even begun to mature like a lot of young girls do ... getting a older face as a teenager. She hadn't even got to the point of using make-up to be ... beautiful ... she didn't get the chance to do anything ... to be a teenager.
Two people ... I think the girl was 19 ... and maybe the boy was 21 ... not too much older than her ... killed her. Why did the bastards do that? They didn't know that little girl. I wonder if they terrorized her ... prolonged torturing her before they killed her.
I truly wish each person who murdered someone ... would have the same thing done to them ... if there's no doubt. Or ... taken to the point of being murdered ... left to be made to live so, they can feel, see how it felt. Do I sound cruel? I promise you I'm not. I have the biggest Heart in the world.
Photo/story owned, written by me ... Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee.
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