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Sunday, July 28, 2013
Feel No Comfort... Whatsoever
Feel No Comfort ... Whatsoever
By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee
Hi, how are you doing? It's nice to see you
No, it's really not nice to see you
I've been very, very angry at you, I ... hate you
I've been mad at you for sometime
Don't you realize what you did to a little puppy?
Oh... I didn't know that; oh, oh... oh
It's strange how angry I was each time I saw you
But, when I talked to you, I realized I still liked you
I didn't know that... Really? Oh, my...
I have to let go... it's water under the bridge
It's flowed to somewhere far away
I can forgive now... no, I won't hate you anymore
I didn't know all that... though, what happened is more than bad
Though, I still see where you were wrong... somehow
I understand... a little puppy suffered almost to death
Why don't I hate you now... somehow, I don't
I knew you loved her dearly... I won't say anything else
Because it wasn't you, you couldn't be in two places at once
She's healing now... I am focused on the present
I can't look back, I won't be mad at you any longer
It's okay, you can speak to her now, I know she loved you
I can't say anymore now... everything's okay
The little puppy's going to be alright, forgiveness came
A wrong... has been made right... at least peace of mind
A message to people who aren't responsible pet owners
Find a loving home for your animals
Don't put them through suffering, pain
You don't need animals if you won't care for them
They need to be loved, fed... watered
Give them to someone who'll love them, if you can't
People see you when you think they don't
They know if you are good, or bad
When it comes to your pets, they know
Once they see you mistreat your animals
They never look at you the same
In fact, if they are like me ... they hope you get the same treatment
You should get to feel the pain you wreak on a living soul
Burn, bleed, ooze clear fluid from your skin
Be trapped in a fence with no space, always too cold, hot
If I could... I'd help you know how it feels to suffer
Watch you as you got to know, realize what you've done
Listen to you whine, cry, scream... because you hurt
Yes, I believe in some instances... an eye for an eye
A tooth for a tooth... suffer, you bad person, you fool
Suffer for all the grief, pain you inflicted on innocent souls
Live in your little, cramped up space
Feel no comfort whatsoever, live in your hell
For hurting another living soul... until you realize
What you've done, cry from knowing how it feels
Be free now... because you'll never want to cause hurt again
You'll know how to treat a person, an animal... in pain
Note: I wrote this to release anger, pain, grief at what happened to Precious Camie. I've learned enough to know that I can 'let go' of the anger, hate I had in this situation... toward the one person I felt it toward. That water has traveled under the bridge... there's still water 'trapped in a pool'.......
Yes, I wrote this... I've watched, listened, smelled 'firsthand' of 'what someone did' to a little innocent living soul. I felt more emotions than my words can possibly say... these words don't even touch what I've been feeling......... inside. Shame on you...
I tell you all the time that I'm not perfect.... I feel bad thoughts, feel anger toward things that aren't right in this world that I thought as a young person... I 'could save'. I found out that I couldn't... but.. at this time... I've saved this one puppy with the help of many people who have fallen in love with her, cared for her, prayed for her, sent good thoughts to her... and donated money for her medical care.
This is a side of me that is my 'Ugly Side of Gloria'.. a person who is passionate about people, animals being treated with dignity, respect, love.... if not love... then, kindness. Give when you can... care all the time. Just a positive thought, prayer can.... create miracles.
At this age, I have learned that... these things are the secrets to life.... we are always searching in life for its meaning... and always... we overlook these things until we 'are old enough'... to know. Everything you give, be it love or material things... will always come back to you.
How well I know.... even with all the 'bad' in my life... I've seen such miracles, special things happen. Do you see 'why'.... I always say .... 'Everything is going to be alright'? Because no matter how bad... it will be.
The 'Bad Side' of me is... I feel terrible anger, even hate... frustration, grief, pain... the most awful feelings toward whomever, whatever.... that is responsible for causing pain, grief to all living things that don't deserve such. I told you I'm not perfect.... this is 'why' I'm an imperfect 'Granny Gee'. Love.... is the key to all things... good or bad. Yes... I know.... sometimes, things seem impossible; are impossible. I know that, too. I have no answer for that... I'm still learning life, too.
I hope you don't hate my 'bad side', hate me... but... if you do... I'm not apologizing. I'll hold my ground to death on this one. If I could... I'd put a magic spell on this big, old world... I would, you would... anyone would love others, animals.................... whether they wanted to, or not. This is one of my passions in life. If no one likes it... you might not be a nice person.