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Monday, August 5, 2013
PHOTOS OF A RESCUED PUPPY NAMED CAMIE... (PRECIOUS CAMO)
PHOTOS OF A RESCUED PUPPY NAMED CAMIE... (PRECIOUS CAMO)
By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee
Below, you will see a little puppy snatched out of the arms of Death, as she lay dying on the cold, wet ground. The ground had begun claiming her little body... maggots fell off as she was lifted into arms that held onto her... arms that meant to save, rescue her.
From that moment on... the struggle began to save a little puppy named Camo. Her new Mommy cheated Death.... 'No, you can't have her, I won't let her die here all alone, suffering, crying for someone to care'!
From that moment, magic happened. Camo became 'Camie'... renamed by her angel. Her angel who was her new Mommy's friend in another country. Someone who'd been 'there' for her Mommy, when her son, Tommy... died.
Her new Mommy began giving her medicines, treatments paid for by Camie's Angel... her angel who looked after her from another country.
Once Camie's new Mommy's friends began finding out that she'd rescued a little baby puppy from Death's arms... they also, began to send money to Camie's vet ... to keep money going to be able to give Camie long-term care. To afford the surgery needed to keep her from having puppies. To afford the vaccinations she'll need once she is well enough to get them.
Camie's new Mommy (me!) started Camie her own Facebook page where anyone can come to visit.... Precious Camo. The Facebook link is:
https://facebook.com/camocameobates
Here, you can follow Camie's journey from dying... to each day on her journey back to wellness. She has a long ways to go... but, her Mommy will do her part, as her friends help her with Camie's medical care.
Thank-you, Camie's Angel (this is the title of the new book I'm writing at this very moment... it will be published before I finish my other books).... Thank-you, everyone who followed behind her to help us with money we don't have... for Camie's medical care. Thank-you in advance for money you donate.
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You can donate to Camie's medical care by sending money directly to her vet at:
Louisburg Veterinary Clinic
115 N. Church Street
Louisburg, NC 27549
919-496-2638
Website: http://www.louisburgvet.com/
Dr. David Fontenot
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If you donate by calling, sending to Louisburg Veterinary Clinic... let everyone know if you'd like.... by posting on Camie's (Precious Camo) Facebook page: https://facebook.com/camocameobates Thank-you all, it means the world to me.
Come, be her friend... watch her now... become only more beautiful as her hair comes back.... come, watch this little puppy become 'herself'... like neither you, nor I... have ever seen, known. None of us knows 'how she looks when she is healthy, well'! I'm excited! I will see just like you do!
Sunday, August 4, 2013
THE END...
THE END…
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THE END…
By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee
By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee
Up on the hill sand was spread all around
To be leveled flat for an above ground pool
The guy ran here, ran there …all the while leveling…
He hurried as fast as he could… he had other things to do
Forgetting all that… had been done for him
To be leveled flat for an above ground pool
The guy ran here, ran there …all the while leveling…
He hurried as fast as he could… he had other things to do
Forgetting all that… had been done for him
Her confidence faded quickly as she watched him work
No, this guy doesn’t know what he is doing
He is throwing a shovel of sand here, there
She felt disappointment in being led to believe
In him, when he said he’d level the sand for the pool
No, this guy doesn’t know what he is doing
He is throwing a shovel of sand here, there
She felt disappointment in being led to believe
In him, when he said he’d level the sand for the pool
He began to smoke a cigarette, his body language
Showing he was already gone with his money
He didn’t do very much more
She went ahead, paid him… tried to smooth, level
The sand as best she could… she couldn’t
Showing he was already gone with his money
He didn’t do very much more
She went ahead, paid him… tried to smooth, level
The sand as best she could… she couldn’t
The guy left, I tried to even the ground the best I could. I didn’t have the strength it took to move the sand. I did a little each day until the morning the water truck came.
The water guy was nice as could be; he talked while he pumped the water. He was sorry that the pool collapsed the first time, wasting $225.00 for 3200 gallons of water. Sorry, but… it was our loss, his gain.
This was the second time in 3 weeks he made $225.o0 for water… we purchased from him.
The swimming pool was filling nicely when… all of a sudden, the pool wall collapsed with the weight of the water. It wasn’t level once again.
I tried to grab the wall to keep the water from rushing out. The pain was excruciating… I wasn’t strong enough to do it. All the while my mind was thinking of all the waste… all the waste of money we could have used for something else we needed more.
Skip was trying so hard to give me something to make me happy. A place to go, get into the warm water to help take some of the ‘always’ pain in this body of mine… away.
Oh, how much that meant to me… I could go, get into the water that was made warm by the kisses of sunshine! To ease the pain in my body…
Oh, no! It wasn’t going to happen! That beautiful swimming pool threw my ass out over the wall…. smashed me down on the sand!
The beautiful, clear water rushed out over my head trying to drown me… I was even looking upward …through it. I could see the sun shining through it… sending me kisses as I drowned!
I felt the sand burn my knees, my arms. I felt it meet my head as it slammed to the ground! I floundered like a whale that was grounded ashore…. get up! Get up! You are going to drown!
Thank-God, I knew how to hold my breath! As soon as I could get out of that torrent of rushing water, I jumped up. Pain shot through my body…. my knees, arms burning from the sand as it took its best shot at me, too!
Damn it! Oh, damn it! I thought this as I quickly looked around to see if someone was seeing this latest fiasco! I looked in three possible directions to see if I saw a grinning face looking at me.
Oh, thank-God, no one’s looking… unless they are looking out their windows. Oh Lord, I thought… please don’t let anyone see me like this! It’s hard to be proud… when you’ve made an ass of yourself in front of… God, and everyone.
I grabbed the pool wall, fought like a banshee to pull it back up to stop the gushing water… to stop the waste of such beautiful, precious, clear water! It worked… I felt the extra pain in this ‘old’ body! But… it worked!
I cut my eyes this way… that way to see if someone had appeared to see ‘if I was alright’. No… no one was there… so, I ‘drowned’, no one was there to save me. I took my drowned self right into the house, sand… and all!
I didn’t care if water dripped to the floor, I hurt… and I was mad! But… thank-God, I saved so much of that expensive water!!! I was happy though … I was sad to lose any of it.
I got into the shower… thinking about the ‘beauty’ of such an awful experience! Yes… I even saw beauty in it! The sunshine was sending me kisses through that beautiful, crystal-clear water! I felt the warmth of it as it tried to drown me! I was going to die beautifully… all the while the sun was kissing me! Death while being kissed by the sunshine… filtering through crystal-clear water.
I began bathing the sand off my body, that was in shock from the assault of the sand on my very flesh! It hurt, it stung, it made me mad as a hornet! I was pissed… I don’t mind telling you. I’m trying not to be ugly about it at all. It’s just exactly how I felt… yep, that’s right. I told you that I’m not perfect at all… I get mad, too. I do say an occasional ‘bad’ word. I don’t mean to be ugly… it is what it is. Life is like this … sometimes.
Okay… by now… it seems like ‘I have had a lot of these times’… Come on Life… let me rest from all the things you toss at me. I’m a very strong person… but, be damned
)), I’m really tired, worn out. Give… me… a… break! You know how some people will yell, ‘bring it on’! I don’t… don’t bring it on… to me. I ‘can’t take anymore’!
My cell phone rang… I get out of the shower to answer it. It’s Skip asking me ‘what happened’? Our neighbors called him to say there is a flood of water coming down the hill toward their house! What!!!
I wrap a towel around me, run through the hall, to the window. What the hell! The swimming pool couldn’t stay up, could it? It had to go and collapse behind my back! All my beautiful, crystal-clear water… was … all gone. All gone… all my sun-kissed water had flowed on to better places, warming the ground along its way.
Dejected… I turn, walk slowly back to the bathroom to dress. My skin was burning where the sand rubbed my skin raw. I don’t have a swimming pool, anymore. It had… meant the world to me. It had made my body feel good for … that one good time.
Skip told me he was going to hire someone else to level the sand, and it was going to be filled up again! I was very happy… but, I told him that was a lot of money to spend once again on water! He said he’d do what he had to do to earn it. He earned it through sickness, and going through a lot… it hurt my heart.
$300.00 for the pool… $150.00 for the sand… $225.00 for the water. For a simple (did I say simple?!!!) little 3 1/2 x 15 ft. above the ground swimming pool! A kiddie pool!!! Then, to have to… pay $225.00 plus …. $40.00 more, for the second time!
He hired a guy to come level the sand out. Oh yes! I know how to level the sand, he said! ‘We’ used to do it all the time! He told us this… like it was a regular thing he did. Why didn’t I feel anything, then? Too smooth…
The day came… he came. He began tossing a little dirt here… a little dirt there! With a flair, he whipped a little 12 inch level out, put it on the sand where he made a little ‘hole’. Put that level across that hole… each end touching sand…. ‘Yep! That’s level’!
I looked at him with surprise… I may be a woman, but… I’m not a fool. I told him that through the years I’ve been around my step-father when he built things… I even helped sometimes… I told him that’s not how you ‘level’ something.
He just kept tossing his little shovels of sand… here and there. Making a spectacle of how hard he was working to get it ‘just right’. The whole time, I watched him… ‘snake oil’…. ‘charming birds out of a tree’… I’m not fooled.
I saw some of his people waiting close by, wanting him to finish… to come on, let’s go! He began smoking that cigarette… he was through! That was all the work he was going to do… he wouldn’t hear that he hadn’t leveled the sand… in his mind, he did a good job.
His body language indicated he was through, he wanted his money; he wanted to run… why, he had things to do. Ta-ta! Goodbye! Good luck with your pool!
I felt anger inside… I thought to myself… you got away with this…’this time’… but, it’s THE END for all the things we did ‘before’… for you. Did you forget what we did from our hearts for you? That’s alright… no more. You took advantage of two good people… forgot all they ‘gave you… lent you’, never asking for anything in return. They just paid your ass $40.00 to smooth out… level sand… that was ‘almost level’ … to begin with!!!
The water guy came again… $225.00 once again went from my hand… to his hand. He began pumping that beautiful, crystal-clear water into the swimming pool. Oh, there’s something magical about crystal-clear water when there’s … lots of it. It makes me happy… don’t ask me ‘why’…
I stood on the opposite side of the pool…. of course… that’s where Life would have ‘me’ stand… to be sure I got my ‘Life’s experience’!!!
That pool filled half-way… and all of a sudden… it collapsed, water began rushing on me, trying to throw my ass down on that sand, wash ‘me’ downhill! I’m in shock… I’m increduous! I don’t believe what just happened!
I began trying to hold the wall up… to no avail. The water keeps on gushing out in a huge wave. I felt more pain from trying so hard to hold the wall up. Thank-you, Life… you got me again!!!
The water guy was so nice. He pulled the pool back… took a shovel, tried to level the sand. It was so hot, sweat poured down his face as he worked. I was sick inside… here we go again. I was mad at that guy for pretending he could do something he couldn’t….
The water guy goes back to turn the pump on… to fill the pool up. The pool filled up… looked whop-sided. I paid him, and thanked him for doing all he did.
When he left… I walked around that pool… more than one time. Disappointment… I was so dishearted, disappointed… the pool looked beautiful at one angle… the other side, it was wrinkled from lack of water filling it. From this particular angle… it felt like I was looking at a slingshot…. like it was saying… ‘get in me… I’m lined up, my walls are pressured just enough… to sling your ass down the hill this time! Just… you get… into me’!
I was ‘gun-shy’… I just could not get into that pool. I ‘knew’ Life was ‘waiting to give me another…. Life experience’! Didn’t I learn my lesson the first time? I learned I wasn’t going to do it again.
So… for weeks… I just looked at the ‘good side’ of the pool, enjoyed it being there. The only thing was… I had to see the ‘bad side’, too. It took all the pleasure away… it’s like the Salton Sea in California… beautiful to look at… but, there’s no life in it.
Skip and I discussed what to do… we decided to give the pool, and all its accessories … away. Life had taught us all we needed to know in this ‘pool experience’. It was time to … let go.
I pulled the plug, and took the hoses off… I let the water come out in three places… until it was almost empty. The water left in it looked so nice, clean… crystal-clear. I watched as all that beautiful water flowed in a ‘river’… downhill… I imagined having a creek that ran like that all the time… the creek dried up… 3200 gallons of water flowed away… once again.
I stood, watched the sun kiss it warm… I felt sadness in my heart. My pool… my new pool that meant a lot to me… was going to be given away. It seems there’s no relief for me… the pain in my body. I don’t drink, nor do I drug… oh, well.
The family came to take the pool away. I watched them as they emptied the rest of the water out. They folded it, all the while pressing air out of the ring… getting it ready for transport. They loaded it.
On the outside of the fence sat the beautiful, sturdy ladder, the thermometor to measure the temperature of the water… two floats, two noodles, two ‘surf’ boards… all new.
A new green tote with all the pieces to put the hoses, and such ..back on the pool. A manuel, and a brand-new pool cover were also, in the tote. Leaning on the fence a pole with the net to get leaves, debris out of the pool… in the tote; the vacuum accessory to use on the pole, also.
Also… leaning on the fence… a new kiddie pool… to fill with water so, one could rinse their feet before getting into the big pool.
I watched as they loaded all… they had two vehicles, both were full of … my beautiful swimming pool… my Life experience. I watched with sadness in my heart, tears in my eyes… as they drove off into the sunset to have… happy-everlasting pool experiences that …I didn’t get to have.
It was THE END…
****************************************************************Note: I had to put these two photos here… A special person on my Facebook page pointed out something to me, ha! Look at it, I’m sure you will agree with her. I did, when I read her words, looked again!
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Special Person: OMG.. it is the ‘The End” of the water hole.. the pic looks like they are talking to each other saying “I know there was a swimming pool here right?? Kissy, Chadwick did you see it? I know I’m not going crazy, I may have been really sick, but I know there was a pool here guys
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Granny Gee Ha! Ha! Gail… that’s exactly what it looks like! That was so funny!
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Granny Gee That was just so cute, Gail. I’m going to have to add it in with
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Granny Gee ‘THE END’ photos of when the pool got gone!
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Special Person: The pups are still talking about it behind your back..Ha!!!!
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Saturday, August 3, 2013
'Camie' Rose... and Move Over Death
'Camie' Rose... and Move Over, Death
By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee
I watch as a little rose begins to open
Open its petals, one at a time
As each opens, it unfurls, stretches out smoothly
Until one day, it is in its glory
Full, colorful as a rose can possibly be
It reminds me of a little puppy who is doing the same
Each day, her skin gets smoother
Healthier, from the care that she receives
One day, she too... will be like a rose
She'll be wearing her coat of new hair
Her skin smooth as silk
Memories of the past will fade
All you'll see is a beautiful puppy
Who has filled out, fluffy and cute
Looking pretty as a rose... a Camie rose
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This is dedicated to a little puppy I rescued from certain
death. She was 'becoming the earth'... as I took her from
'death's hands'... I struggled to carry her weight, to get her
in my care. Go away, Death... it's not her time... I'll fight
you for her... and I'll win.
In my mind as I struggled to carry her 'dead weight', I
cried out to God, 'please help me to make it home with her,
please give me the strength'. Tears poured from my eyes
at seeing this sweet little soul who was left to die.... because
her skin wouldn't get well......
No longer pretty, the skin over her whole body 'open'
Blood, clear fluids oozing continuously
Every movement she made was in agony
She cried out from the excruciating pain
No one cared, she was dying all alone
Until... once in my care... I fought Death for her
With a determination in my heart
No, Death... this puppy isn't yours
Why, she has never known what love feels like
Love that she can trust ...not to throw her away
I will fight you... 'tooth and nail'
I'll 'fight a bear'... this little puppy is going to know
What it feels like to live with comforting love
Soft things around her to lay on... good food to eat
She is going to know a good home, family
Then... only then... when she's lived a long, good life
Can you come for her, Death... so, you stay away
This little puppy has a lot of living to do
Has a lot of good food to eat, feel a lot of special love
Before its her time to go... move over, Death
We don't have time for you... life is her destiny, 'now'
It's time for life to be good for a little puppy
A little puppy who has blossomed like a rose
I am your guardian angel who will fight your battles
Through thick, and thin... move over, Death
I don't have time for you, I know darkness very well
I lived it when my son died... so get out of my way
This little puppy is going to live... I'm going to be here
Between you and her... I'm her shining light
To keep the darkness away from her
You had her once... but, I have her now
Live life to the fullest, little Camie
I'll take care of you, comfort you, feed you
Your life is with us, your new family
That feels like we've been together ... always
No more darkness for you... move over Death
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